Daily thought.....

So I have been posting a daily thought each day at work on a dry erase board. I sit in a place where I can see the board very easily. Really I put the quote up there so that I can read it frequently and reflect upon it. But what I have discovered is that it seems to be discussed amongst the employee's in other departments. It appears that people are more and more looking forward to my daily quote. Some days I am busy and it takes me a few hours in the morning to actually get in on the board. I really do put thought and time searching for just the right reflection for the day. At this point people are now coming up to me and telling me that they have a good quote for me to use. Tomorrow I will post one of them. When I read it today I realized that I need to read it over and over again, so it is perfect for the board.
Follow up
Sunday I have a prearranged date to meet with John and talk parenting time. Although I know that he does care about Jilly, I can tell that he is very concerned about the child support. I hate feeling compassionate sometimes.....this would be one of them. I mean I do care but look what happened last time I cared so freakin much....So now I am going to request a written description of what he is wanting ahead of time as to not become manipulated. It is funny to think that my "special" friend Jeremy once told me that I was manipulative. I think about how much in the last 5 years of my life I have been manipulated. To some extent we all manipulate for our own good, or for survival. Being me....I of course reflected on that comment. How could I not? Growth is so important to me. Being the best I can be is very important to me. Actually being independent is very important to me. Emotionally secure and free.

I think I better go now before I get all freakin emotional and create a sleepless night. Tomorrow is however Friday and payday!

Cheers~