Space the final frontier

I have been running off of 5 hours of sleep today. My body is very tired, my mind cannot rest. Life is at odds right now. Simply for one reason, and today I acknowledge that reason. I have a plan to return to the place that I want to be, where I need to be. As of tonight I am going to start looking for someone to watch my oldest daughter all day Saturday and for the night. The youngest will be with her dad, so no worries there! Then I will find some place to stay on the coast, destination unknown at this point. I am actually going to spend the money to hopefully get something with a view of the ocean. Then when I arrive I am just going to be. With nothing to do but deal with me and the conclusion in which I WILL draw. I hope that this all works out for me and I can find some joy in the day.
Later